I lay upon my bed, resting upon my stomach. The skirt I wore held black plaid and my converse were dispersed crazily upon the hardwood floor. He sat beside me, his legs crossed Indian style and he was watching me.

"I'm sorry.." I murmur softly, knowing what it is he was dealing with right now. Heartbreak could be difficult, and I was there, still all too there, so I knew what it was he was dealing with. "Is there anything I can do to help?" I asks softly, looking up at him from my laying position upon my bed and immediately he gives me a smirk and I shake my head. "No," I say teasingly, smiling in return.

"I was only going to ask for a hug," He says, pouting now. his hair falling over his face and I immediately felt bad.

"You want a hug?" I ask him, sitting up now.

"Yeah..." He trails off, looking at me. My arms immediately wrap around him and he laughs. "Whoa, end of the bed," And I fix it so we aren't falling of the bed and hold him close. My hand running though his gorgeous hair and  I sigh softly. He smiles, and rests his forehead lightly against mine and I smile, hugging him close as I rest my head against his shoulder. I held him close as he held me close as well. It was then I couldn't help it and I bury my face into his shoulder and my breath hitches. I didn't want to cry, not when I was supposed to be comforting him.

"what are you doing?" He asks, and I knew what he was referring to and so I pull back and turn my face.

"N..nothing..." I say, looking away from him as I felt the tear fall down my cheek.

"Hey hey," He says softly, and I can feel him playfully nuzzling my cheek and I look up at him and he pulls me close, holding e close. "Stop that," He murmurs softly, and I shiver.

"I'm sorry.." And he pulls back, kissing my forehead softly. I could feel my breath hitch again. I wasn't supposed to be crying, crying was weakness. I hated crying, and I knew he didn't need to see me that way. I feel him nuzzle my face again and I look up, my eyes wide and shiny from trying to hold in the tears. I felt his breath against my face, and immediately another sense kicked in.

I could feel my heartbeat race within my ears and I felt myself immediately grow hot, blushing more than likely. It was within the moment that his lips connected with mine and I was lost. Pulled under my the waves of my emotions, I began to drown. His tongue traced along my lips and I opened up my mouth, allowing him to have access within its small cavern. My hand comes up to the back of his head, grasping his soft hair within my spidery fingers and I hold closer to him, feeling my chest press against his. It felt right within that moment, and so I continued kissig him. Continued until my brain triggered, and it knew something was wrong. This was wrong, this wasn't returned. As much as the feeling within me flared to life, it wasn't a returned kiss and that pierced me inside with sadness. Pulling away, my eyes slowly open and meet his and I then look away, my blue orbs down casting and feeling... betrayed.I could feel the wound of my heart being licked at by the fiery flame and I knew my heart couldn't handle that again, couldn't handle another wound.

"I dont think I should have dont that..." He murmurs softly, and I shake my head. Words unable to come to mind and unable to be conprehended to be spoken. Confusion swirled within me and I felt it lick angrily at my stomach.

"Why did you do it...?" I ask him, looking at him with still shiny eyes, awaiting an answer but knowing it wouldn't be the one I wanted...